I weighed myself this morning.... Jesus Christ, I cannot believe how much weight I've put on in the last few months. I'm starting not just all over again, but all over again and then a HEFTY amount more. I know I had to bite the bullet to weigh myself and get this thing started again, but god. Pick don't know if I feel motivated so much as miserable. I actually have a hollow feeling in my stomach about it, and all I want to so is crawl back under the covers and hide. What a complete fucking idiot I am, why can't I just make weight loss stick.
Aaaah big hugs honey. It is horrible to feel like that and we've all been there. I could npt believe how much I had gained either and then spent a year totally failing to do anything about it! But what I DO know is that the only thing that will make you feel better is getting going on a decent weight loss regime and sticking to it. It CAN be done honest.
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Hey hon. You still in shock?? Come on, get back to the grindstone and let us know what you're up to!! Lxx
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